argh, havent been bloggin in like, centuries! hahaha... well, cos i cant lar... but i will whenever i can... i realised i havent blog this month.... this is the first, and i think its gonna be the last for this month....
just got back from dnt... FINALLY my work is approved and i can start doing it... tmr gotta wake up extra early and meet edward and yongkang cos we hafta be there at like 8.30.... after all the torture the stupid ms koh put me through, the design is quite simple, but okay lar, i just rather start doing the work, im quite bad at designing... but anyway, i managed to do it and then i can start my work officially tmr... i hope i finish it soon though, i dun really have much time...
i bought a vans shoe on sunday, and i still need buy somemore things, but no time... cos like, everyday got freakin dnt and other subs remedial and extra lessons... wow, i didnt noe sec 4 is tt hectic... even on weekends i got stuff on. how am i supposed to juggle all this... i noe i can, i just hope non of the thingies fall as i juggle...
yst was super sad lar... i felt like giving up. the end of the world!!!! but, smth kept me going, even after the new day approched, things got bad, to worse... but, smth kept me going... it was tt promise i made, her voice just kept playing it back... it was stuck in my head and it couldnt really come out even if i wanted it to... it was tt promise i made about not giving up and to do the best i can even though things are bad... tt was wat i did, and not so surprisingly, it paid off... and another thing i learnt. when ppl insult u, dun take it to heart, but qn why they say the things they say. maybe its true? some ppl dont really noe how to put things the way it should be, but basically they are right in a very wrong way... and life is all about qns, and obstacles... owell, i just gotta start moving on... haha...
today, is supposed to be a special day, but once agin, my mother ruins it all, i dunno, she just noes how to spoil a good day... she started ruining it really at 12midnight, and it really didnt stop... im sorry u gotta put up with this... i hope ure reading this... cos i just wanna sae sorry... but i really love u, and i hope our love wont grow apart...
well, i got tuition ltr till 9... tmr from 4.30 till 6... i hope all this tuition nonsense pays off, becos if it doesnt, its a real waste of time and money... and i hope after my hectic year is over, everything would nicely fall into place, i hope my family would be happier, more cheerful... i hope we grow even stronger... and i hope i become a much better person..... i promised, even if i didnt have to, but i want to...
but, everything happens for a reason... and i hope all the bad things tt happened, it jolly well have a good reason for happening...
CHOCOLATE ;;
5:40 PM <3